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by Zalenka X Beautiful Beats

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Zalenka Mesa, Arizona

My name is Zalenka and I write words that flow together with oscillations I have created. Turn back.

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Track Name: Kill: Ego Psychosis
Lyrics:
Never bury me, just burn my body and then carry me
My ashes inside a necklace where inherently I apparently provide some good luck
Or something mystical and stuff, but take my sincerity sparingly
For I am truly unsure if I’d like to be down in the dirt
Or have my ashes kept well above the earth
I ponder this now without dreaming
I am awake and anxiously awaiting
A new creative birth to achieve a greater sense for my own self worth
I should make this chorus line into a shirt
But instead I'll just flirt with my ego some more and try to overcome
Even though I'm feeling dumb, and out of touch
I'll polish up my blades so I never get ate up
Keep my head above the water while I'm searching for life's bluff
Pile denial until it scrapes against my gut
Carving layers into the of this carnal layers fluff
Until its dissipating and I become displaced, miraged
Hidden behind funky persiflage--Demigod, holding this rod
Lit with lightning cast down from ancient MODs
Nodding off, naughty cough, no voice to talk
No glands to rock, been bloody shot,
Medicine's in the cabinet, but I think it's locked

My mind AWAKE!
Electrocuted by my headphones…by my headphones
Astral project, connect right to my headstone

Keep it under wraps I am massively passive
But I come strapped just in case with blade in backpack
Proud of my outlandish perspective, even though no one respects it
It seems its now just the state of our Earth
To act open minded and puff up your girth, trying to serve
Crossover naivety and nerves
But then when the time is nigh you run and hide, a prairie dog down into the dirt
Rip off my shirt to your my worth my conscience and ties to birth
As I lie here and work the timeline that’s twerked
Our history got merc’d and now it’s all merged
So take that, and douse yourself with gas and burn
Cellular re-learn to earn the life yearned for
Tapped out at the realization of four walls erected
With nowhere left for me to turn

My mind AWAKE!
Electrocuted by my headphones…by my headphones
Astral project, connect right to my headstone

Sometimes water is alive, and when it is…
It asks for a dead man’s head, a dead man’s head
Track Name: Bringing Pain: Mad
Lyrics:
Excited to feel something before the mind melts
Before the bad, inside from out forming habits of the sad
Radically absurd perspectives everyone has had
So I just laugh at the fact I am surrounded by the mad

Ego psychosis, I know this, controls us
Released from the guise of our guides
The insides and remnants mines
Where sheep hide and string flies
But they still cry wolf, and he still comes
When push comes to shove
Grabbing dementia to entice this new found love
We threw doves, into the air along with mud
And let it be, let it chug
Along the road we found narrow, filled with fluff
The coffee window, showed a single cup
So we went inside to try our charming luck
Turns out there was happiness within
Our pocket full of change and slightly torn buck
Now inside what greatness could this building hide?
Carving hides and flipping eights
Skating sixes, floating by so many fixes
Figures and vices cancerous knife hits
Recluse inside eyelids hiding myself away
So I can get to mix my elixirs
And turn you all to frogs before you get the chance to say hey mister

Excited to feel something before the mind melts
Before the bad, inside from out forming habits of the sad
Radically absurd perspectives everyone has had
I just laugh at the fact I am surrounded by the mad
I am surrounded by the mad - I am surrounded by the mad - I am surrounded by the mad
Surrounded by the people Made Alittle Different, man

Get out of my face while I scribble equations all over the walls of this office space
Just to displace all the water around me, penetrate the ground
Earthquakes to retrace the empty takes
Where I’ve only yet to begin the second pass away
The fading say with linings grey the sky is signing fakes
Aligning postulated thought patterns makes me feel so carnivorous
I’ll choose to wear a cape with others struck with awe in an awkward gaze
As I’m strolling on through those pearly white gates
So in this life, and until that day I venture away to decide my own fate
Wild as a man, eccentric, obsessive compulsive ridiculous reject dad
Vape synapses linked to the act requiring me to take back
Letting words and my life crumble and contract
My dimension peeling up, void and cracked
Such rarity defined no wonder all my posts are getting flagged
Stay true and stay on track just keep focus on the task

Excited to feel something before the mind melts
Before the bad, inside from out forming habits of the sad and self
Radically absurd perspectives everyone has had
I just laugh at the fact I am surrounded by the mad
I am surrounded by the mad - I am surrounded by the mad - I am surrounded by the mad
Surrounded by the people Made Alittle Different, maaaaaaaaan
Track Name: Death: Roads
Lyrics:
Saw scenes before saw seems to have seen that Mad Max had fiends
Choosing which limb to cut clean years before jigsaw ever graced the silver screen

Dirty, beat down motors simply blown to bits
Live to learn to race to earn new world respect
Race … towards…death

You already know that I go berserk while I’m smirking’ just a tad
This time about a fond memory from my childhood that was very rad
Merely because I got to watch an R rated movie ya,
Sitting there with my dear old dad
It was about a crazed, rebel, anti-hero named Mad Max (Rockatansky)
A man faced with the side of life I was not accustomed to at this age
Many scenes with me super freaked, mind swelling up and out of it’s seams
Brutal loss of wife to an early rev head takes 1 and 2 then 3
Can’t watch as her last breathe leaves
Still think of what I’d do if it was me
What would you do…What do you believe?
Leave my brain to search for new relief, no morals on this road to hide and seek

Toe cutter, no fucker, I’ll show you sucker with my sawed off and a head full of rage to put you under
The ground as I pound away on your chest so that every drop of blood makes a sound
Replenish supplies before the next town with the liquid from your lungs oh wow, and now
Just for good measure, for good luck I cut out your tongue ‘cause you talked too much
Wear it round’ my neck like a road warrior, V-8 charged hubris out on the prowl
(Fuck the Acolytes)
Hold onto the last thread of moral code, but were still men,
Never immortal we all still die with broken bones

Here’s what we’ll do if I ever find you on this wide open paved path
Handcuffed to the wreckage, you feel the heat pass?
Time delayed, to stress the rage inside my tame take on this anger that you made
So cold, suppression of my feelings, a shell of who I used to be that day
Drive your life to places condoned; this outer territory so vast, with engine afterglow
After math of how I drive and drive further into the unknown